British star told Good Morning America host Robin Roberts he had a 'primal urge' to seek revenge for the rape of a friend 40 years ago and went to a Catholic priest fearing he could kill someone
He explained that this is why he chose to speak out about prowling the streets with a weapon and said: 'Violence breeds violence. Bigotry breeds bigotry'.
Describing what motivated him to try to attack a black man he told GMA: 'Nearly 40 years ago when a very dear friend of mine was brutally raped and I was out of the country and when I came back she told me about it.
'I had never felt this feeling before, which was a primal urge to lash out. I asked her did she know the person, and his race. She said he was a black man.
'I thought ok and after that there were some nights I went out deliberately into black areas in the city, looking to be set upon so that I could unleash physical violence.
'I did it for say, maybe four or five times until I caught myself and it really shocked me, this primal urge. It shocked me and it hurt me. Luckily no violence occurred'.
When asked about his friend he said: 'She passed away by the way five years ago'.
Neeson said he would not 'backtrack' on his controversial words but told Kelly and Ryan that his message that the US and UK are divided nations and 'have to come together'
Today he said he spoke out now to encourage others 'to talk, to open up, to talk about these things - we all pretend we're all politically correct.
'I mean, in this country it's same in my own country too. You sometimes just scratch the surface and you discover this racism and bigotry and it's there.
'I remember when we were shooting Schindler's List in Poland 25 years ago and hearing remarks from drivers who were taking us to the set thinking to myself am I hearing this right?
'This guy is making anti-Jewish comments to me who is playing Oskar Schindler in the back of the car and it happened on several times and sometimes driving to the set we'd see swastika signs painted on walls knowing we were being driven past this area to go to set'.
GMA host Ms Roberts asked Neeson whether he hoped people would learn lessons from his controversial words.
Big screen star: He has won widespread acclaim for his role in violent thrillers such as the Taken franchise
She said: 'The point I want to make out is, this wasn't discovered by somebody, you admitted this, it isn't a "gotcha", so I give you credit there, but also having to acknowledge the hurt, even though it happened decades ago, knowing an innocent black man could have been killed'.
Neeson replied: 'Or they could have killed me too, at the time'.
After his GMA appearance he went on to Live with Kelly and Ryan in a neighboring studio and was mobbed by the audience.
When asked about the incident again he said: 'I already talked about it this morning and I'm not backtracking, I promise you.
'We do what you take away from it, what you learn from it? The need for dialogue, and human dialogue between here and here and between here and here and here and here and here
'I just feel we need to be honest. I grew up in a society where there was a lot of bigotry in the north of Ireland, protestants and Catholics. I was so sick of it, so when I encountered it myself, I just needed it to be honest.
'We are living in a nation that we know is horribly divided. We have to come together. This is the United States of America'.
His shocking story has provoked a huge backlash on social media, with many accusing Neeson – who has previously spoken passionately in support of women's pay equality and gay marriage in Northern Ireland – of racism.
Neeson's incendiary intervention has split opinion. Some have called for him to be banned from the Oscars or even put out of work for good.
View: Piers Morgan compared Liam Neeson to the 'KKK' and slams him for the 'purest personification of racism' on GMB on Tuesday after his comments on rape sparked a race row
John Barnes appeared on Sky News to defend Neeson and said the actor deserves a medal for honesty and for tackling his own unconscious racism 30 years ago
Others called the furor a 'witchhunt' and he 'deserves a medal' for his admission about how society viewed black people in the 1970s and 1980s.
In his native UK Good Morning Britain host Piers Morgan compared him to the 'KKK' and slammed him for the 'purest personification of racism'.
But former England footballer John Barnes, who faced outrageous racism on the pitch, said Neeson is being unfairly vilified for 'telling the truth' about society at the time.
Mr Barnes, who had bananas thrown at him by fans doing monkey chants at him, said: 'He [Liam Neeson] went on to say was that he was ashamed and horrified by the way he felt. He's not ashamed and horrified of wanting to commit the act of revenge. He's ashamed and horrified because that's what he thought all black people'.
He added: 'You can't judge Liam Neeson on 30 years ago, he said after a week he was horrified and ashamed of what he felt'.
Detective Sergeant Janet Hills, chairman of the Metropolitan Black Police Association, said: 'I think it's disappointing that he has said what he's said and elaborated on that.'
Neeson was describing the destructive nature of seeking revenge.
'She handled the situation of the rape in the most extraordinary way,' he said in an interview with The Independent.
Strange: Clemence Michallon, US Culture Writer for The Independent, told GMB that Neeson had joked he would 'find her' if she wasn't careful with the quotes he had given
'But my immediate reaction was... I asked, did she know who it was? No. What color were they? She said it was a black person.
'I went up and down areas with a cosh, hoping I'd be approached by somebody – I'm ashamed to say that – and I did it for maybe a week, hoping some [making air quotes with his fingers] 'black b******' would come out of a pub and have a go at me about something, you know? So that I could kill him.'
The interviewer, French journalist Clemence Michallon, wrote on Twitter that, at the end of their interview, Neeson asked her take care how she wrote the story.
She said he jokingly used the voice of his character in the film Taken – where he played a former CIA agent trying to rescue his kidnapped daughter.
'I will leave you with this', Miss Michallon wrote. 'At the end of the interview, Neeson politely told me he had a request.
'He asked – if I were going to use the story he shared, would I be very careful? I said yes – I am always very careful.
'And then he said, 'or else' – and he switched to his other voice, his actor voice, the voice he uses in that Taken phone scene, and he was clearly joking – 'I will find you'.'
She added: 'Whether or not that was appropriate remains to be determined. But he said, 'I will find you'. He said that to me in the same voice.'
Neeson replied: 'There's something primal – God forbid you've ever had a member of your family hurt under criminal conditions. I'll tell you a story. This is true. I'm not going to use any names. But I was away and I came back. And she told me she had been raped.'
Of his thoughts of revenge, he added: 'It took me a week, maybe a week and a half, to go through that.
'She would say, 'Where are you going?' and I would say, 'I'm just going out for a walk.' You know? 'What's wrong?' 'No no, nothing's wrong, I'm fine'. It was horrible, horrible, when I think back, that I did that, 'And I've never admitted that, and I'm saying it to a journalist. God forbid.
'But I did learn a lesson from it.'
Opinions: Liam's words ignited a race row on Twitter from fans and some said he shouldn't be asked to host the Oscars after Kevin Hart was forced to step down after his historic homophobic tweets resurfaced
Neeson's revelation, and the language he used, provoked an immediate response on social media, with many accusing him of racism for demanding to know the ethnicity of his friend's attacker.
His use of racist language, even to describe his extreme emotions in the heat of the moment, was described as 'disgusting' by one Twitter user.
Another said: 'It reinforces the idea that people of color, and especially black men, are collectively responsible for the misdeeds of one.'
Frederick Joseph, who launched a GoFundMe appeal to help take underprivileged children from Harlem in New York to see the Oscar-nominated superhero film Black Panther, tweeted: 'Liam Neeson being ready to take any Black life over what one person allegedly did just shows how meaningless and inconsequential black lives are to some.
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